My name is pixie and im 18, im a fashion and art student. I live in the english countryside.
David Bowie, Florence Welch, kate bush , SOADand Rammstein are my baby's.
How do you expect me to become famous when i am expected to conform to social acceptence.
Just want to go have coffee with someone and not sit here alone all day but i have no friends
Sometimes i wish i had the balls to over dose again and do it proper this time.
i can deal with everyone else leaving me or hating me. My family. My friends. Not her. What the fuck is she.
She has captured my attention and affection and i can not make it go.Anyone else i can make it go. Not her.
Fuckin family DESTROY my art work that took fucking ages and i actually liked it. ID BEEN PRACTISING ILLUSTRATION CAUSE I CAN ONLY DO SKETCHY PORTRAIT OBSERVATION TYPE THINGS THEN I DO SOME THING I LIKE AND THEY RUIN IT. and mom keeps calling me fat and saying i look crap so im in a pissy cause im going out tonight. Then they all make it obvious that i wont get into uni then they give my room away meaning all my stuff will be chucked away. BASICALLY IM AN A FUCKIN PISSY AND IM ALMOST OUT OF VODKA AND I HAVE 100% NO DRUGS UNTIL NEXT WEEK.